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I have never been comfortable showing my writing unfinished. This is going to be a bit of a personal post, but I guess that's all it can be really- impersonal writing is boring (so I've heard). The reason why I say this is because I hardly ever feel as if anything I write is finished, and when other people have already seen it I feel like its already made it's impression on somebody and it isn't worth correcting it for the sake of changing what has already been taken away from it. And sure, I know the feeling of reading something and having it beg for correction, for better line breaks, for punctuation but its never really the same because a little correction can really alter so much. I have so much that I do not want to upload because i know that this will happen- I hardly ever go back to things, especially if I get positive feedback. Not to say that I don't like positive feedback, I just don't like it when its premature and I truly want to be a better, braver version of myself, at the very least on paper and that is what I'm having the most trouble with especially considering that my college isn't the greatest for these things, which is why I'm turning to you guys.

If anyone has any ideas on colleges that are great to transfer into, that would be good for pursuing writing, please send the suggestions my way even if your suggestion is "you don't need college to write" (which I'm beginning to moderately consider.) I really do feel a bit formless in terms of my writing, unstructured, motivated but unable to channel it into anything except for the determination to turn NaNoWriMo into poem-a-day month because personally, I really want to improve my structure and if a poem a day is going to be what it takes to separate my thoughts (into things that aren't so fragmented), then so be it. I really just need someone to kick my ass into being more disciplined and I would love it if some great professor fell out of the sky, but I guess that hasn't happened for me yet. I am showing my fiction to my literature professor next week, but I am worried to death about it because of my irrational fear of coming off in the wrong way, because this professor doesn't know me at all and sure its nice that he's agreed to read my work but its all entirely experimental. I am afraid that I will turn out to be better at taking interesting spins on tradition, as in breaking out of rules rather than creating my own. (I hope that this is not the same thing. More on that in a note if anyone is at all interested in a discussion.. :tea:)

The point of this rant- I wouldn't be so paranoid about showing my work to people, if I knew that it was structured in some way, or impossible to be misunderstood; of course,that's every artist's dream, arguably. Some misunderstandings are better left that way though, I know that. The point of free verse is that it should be free. But if there is nothing to break out of- no standard- everything seems to become uncompromisingly complicated. Can we only understand each other on the basis of our need to break from 'tradition' and move towards something newer? What do you guys think?

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:iconglossolalias:
thank you for the :+devwatch: i appreciate your interest in my work :heart:
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:iconhyperfluxy:
quite gorgeous work. looking forward to more~!
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:iconarchelyxs:
Thanks always for the support, love. :heart: :coffeecup:
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:iconhyperfluxy:
Always! you give me hope during the times i feel like i've lost most of my own. :tea: :)
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:iconarchelyxs:
Aww :heart:
That makes me so happy!
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:iconarchelyxs:
Happy birthday! :heart:
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:iconhyperfluxy:
~hyperfluxy Feb 7, 2013   Writer
Many thanks! ! :rose:
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*toxic-nebulae Feb 4, 2013  Student Writer
:heart: happy birthday!
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~hyperfluxy Feb 7, 2013   Writer
thank you lovely! <33.
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:iconnawkaman:
thank you for the :+fav: :D
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